I can slowly feel life getting better. It feels good. I honestly just don't want to keep talking about it a lot to not jinx myself like I always do whenever something good happens to me. I just hope my happiness lasts this time,
Dear Elohim,
Thank you. Please, help me keep this happiness forever.
I can't believe what happened yesterday. I had my first interview for Concentrix, and it went perfectly. Frankly, I think it went much better than I anticipated. Everything felt normal. I was confident and didn't mumble, which is surprising. I never thought I'd be able to have a whole interview without getting shy. I guess I'm just growing up. Thank G-d. I know He's on my side, and that makes me so happy.
Dear Elohim,
Thank You for blessing me with courage, Thank You for everything You've done for me
I'm starting to feel like my old self again, honestly. I'm free, and every day I realize that I did the right thing when I broke up with Judah. He was never good enough for me anyway. I'm not trying to sound conceited, but we didn't match. He wasn't the right one for me.
My relationship with Jared is going great. Everything feels normal, and everything feels right with him. I remember back when we first met back when we were fifteen. I remember the butterflies I felt in my stomach when I first looked into his green killer eyes. He never failed to make me fall for him. I think we're truly meant to be, and maybe that's why he never gave up on me even when I left him so many times for toxic useless guys. I am not giving up on this guy, not this time.
I love Jared, and I don't want to lose him again. I'm keeping him forever.
Dear Elohim,
Please, let me keep him.
So much has changed in the past few days, but I'm happy. I mean, I'm a free woman now. I can do whatever the hell I want. Relationships are so fucking stressful, and I'd rather be single than feel like a fucking prisoner. I knew that Egyptian guys were no good anyways.
Dear Elohim,
Thank you.
