I've been having a hard time sleeping early nowadays. I have no idea why, but I guess that's how my body works. I just hope this stress ends soon. I don't want to overthink anymore.
I'm going to start looking for a job soon. I hope I find a good opportunity. I want to be successful and independent. I'm tired of relying on my dad financially.
Dear Elohim,
Please, help me achieve my dreams.
I can feel myself changing so much for the better. I'm no longer insecure about my looks. I'm a lot more confident in myself now. I feel accomplished. I'm not afraid of facing the world anymore. I'm happy. I feel good about myself.
I'll never let myself go back to my old self ever again. That little girl who was insecure and couldn't speak for herself is dead.
I have a whole new life ahead of me. I have a great partner. I have the best friends anyone could ever ask for. I am happy.
Dear Elohim,
Thank you for everything You've blessed me with.
. 🖤אני מודה לך
Who would've known life would be this boring after graduation? I'm literally so tired and got nothing to do. I guess my plans are going to change. I'll start my career as a journalist in Tanta, and then maybe I'll work as a call center agent. It's the right decision for now. I'll be living at my house, and won't have to pay bills. Who am I fooling? I love saving money, and if I move to Cairo, I won't be able to save anything.
Dear Elohim,
Please, guide me to the right path. I need Your help.
I got done with the last finals yesterday. I honestly can't believe that I'm no longer a student. I feel grown. I feel mature. I'll forever be thankful for all the lessons I was taught over the past four years. I'm happy. I'm proud of myself for staying strong and not giving up.
Dear Elohim,
Thank you🖤,
This finals month has been very stressful. I hate this stress. My dad's expecting me to get an A+ as a final result, and I don't know if I'm able to do that. It's just how my damned brain works. I can't change that.
Dear Elohim,
I know You can save me. Please, help me.
