Thursday, April 20, 2023

New Attitude, Same Nurit.

 Life has changed so much in the past few days. I'm a lot more confident, and healthier, both physically and mentally. I'm also getting so much better at work. I never thought I'd be able to achieve my numbers, but I fucking did.

I also love how close I've become to Marwan. He now knows everything about my feelings towards him, and I'm no longer a crying baby, and to be frank, it's all thanks to him. He taught me how to live. I love him so much, and I never want to lose him.

Saturday, April 8, 2023

​There will come a time in your life when you will hear an inner voice. Sometimes it will scream that something isn't right. Call it your gut, call it intuition, call it insight. Whatever you call it, don't ignore or suppress this. A purified, believing, guided heart is meant to be a compass. Ignoring a compass will get you lost and will cause much unnecessary pain to yourself and others.

19:40.

I am lost. I miss my old self. I miss my innocence. I haven't felt like myself since last November. Ever since the day Elijah walked awa...