Tuesday, July 25, 2023

6:04.

 Who am I fooling? I know I'll never lose feelings for Marwan, and to be completely honest, I never did. Even when I used to say that I was strong and that I was done with him once and for all. There's just something about him that makes me unable to stop feeling the way I'm feeling toward him. Everyone says that he and I look alike, I mean the last time we were together, he did mention that I look like his mom. Coincidence? I think not. Fate is playing a dirty game with my fucking head once again, but I'm willing to risk it all. He is indeed worth it.

19:40.

I am lost. I miss my old self. I miss my innocence. I haven't felt like myself since last November. Ever since the day Elijah walked awa...