Saturday, September 16, 2023

00:56.

 Ugh. Where do I start? A lot of things have changed in the past few months. I went from someone who never achieved their KPIs or work targets to one of the top achievers on the floor.

I forgot to mention that I also got run over by a car, which is unbelievable. I can't believe I had to face death for the fifth time. It feels terrible, frankly. It did open my eyes, though, but it's ugly. It's horrifying.

Regarding Marwan, I have no idea what's going on in that guy's mind, and frankly, I don't care anymore. I will not drain my soul over someone who does not know what the fuck he wants. I'm done stressing over him. If it is meant to be, it will be, and until fate decides it, I'll treat him like a friend. It's way better than breaking my heart with my own hands.

Dear me,

I love you. Be at peace🖤.

19:40.

I am lost. I miss my old self. I miss my innocence. I haven't felt like myself since last November. Ever since the day Elijah walked awa...