Wednesday, December 13, 2023

4:47.

Ever since Marwan & I stopped talking, life’s been nothing but weird. I hate to admit it, but I do miss him more than life, & I just wish he’d give me one last chance to make amends, but he chose to walk away, the moment I decided to change for the better. It is what it is, I guess. I guess fate had a different say in this, & I’m not gonna fight my fate anymore.

19:40.

I am lost. I miss my old self. I miss my innocence. I haven't felt like myself since last November. Ever since the day Elijah walked awa...